it has now been almost 2 days since my mom has said a word to me.
it feels kinda weird, we're in the same apartment but we don't talk.
and for now i'm still in california...but she's constantly going back and forth between sending me to live in germany or stayin here....for a while she was just gonna disown me, but i think she finally realized that threatening to do that wasn't even a threat b/c we both know that she could never do it.
well today i went to my friend's house.
she had the most hyper chihuhua i ever seen. that little dog was jumpin all over the place like he was on x or somethin. lol.
and then stupid as i am i thought i should come home early so my mom wouldn't be alone, but she didn't even say hi. so now i've been sitting in my room for the past 2 hours killing time.
i finished reading my book. i ate wayy too much food (it's one of those bad habits i have that when im nervous or bored...i eat). and now i'm watching gilmore girls...and im kinda getting sick of tv, cuz at my friend's house we were watching tv too....well while gossiping. i swear to god, when im with those girls i start gossiping as much as they do. ha. well now im doing this. and my friend doesn't get off work till like 8 or 8:30....well at least i hope tonite will be fun.. i really wanna go to a party or somethin.
so right now i can think of 2 words to descibe my life: